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been better

by zanders

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Harley
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Harley This album has all the ups and downs for all my feelings and moods. The best sounds and the best explanation of some of the worst parts of myself. A huge inspiration on my music. Every song is a banger. Favorite track: Wantastiquet.
Daniel Bogosian
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Daniel Bogosian Somewhere between a collection of heartbreaking music theater numbers and a lonely R&B record, Zanders makes great music. Favorite track: Just For The Night.
Nolan Dionne
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Nolan Dionne Beautiful piano-pop colored by a range of emotional lyrics which dig at the heart. Songs here are regretful, yearning, fond, defiant, and confused - much like actual human relationships! Backed up by drums, bass, and an all-male chorus, zanders is brilliant. Favorite track: Come On, Let's Love.
Ali O.
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Ali O. I love love love this track! Super adorable and fun! Such happy music but really great lyrics too! Favorite track: Wantastiquet.
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1.
Wantastiquet 02:31
I could sing an album just about your smile even though I haven’t seen it now for quite a while and I could paint a picture of all the stuff in my heart even though it would show how you could tear me apart and I could write a sonnet about looking in your eyes even though it’d hurt the feelings of all these other guys what else should I do I think I’m falling for you what more should I say I’m loving feeling this way so let’s give this a shot I think I like you a lot so I’ll show you my favorite places around my hometown and some faces of people I’m sure you would adore and we’ll watch shooting stars from our favorite rock and we’ll stay there until twelve o’clock or maybe longer cause with you I’m never bored and although we’re sleeping separately a part of you will never leave my head or this bed I’d burn down every yankee dollar if it’d prove my love I’d carve the biggest hill helmetless if it’d keep you around I’d climb all of Wantastiquet if it’d make you smile.
2.
The Kitchen 02:45
we were sitting in the kitchen when you stopped talking and leaned in to me kiss me someone somewhere once had said there are living people who feel dead figuratively your heart was beating and you were breathing but there’s much more to living than that I had such a frightening thought that I almost needed you thanks for reminding me why I need to stop giving my self to these people who tell me their problems and kiss me and look in my eyes like I can solve them you told me you were lonely and you told me you were nervous and you said that you felt anxious then why’d you kiss me you tell me as you listed off insecurities I realized what you never meant to me we were never something special we were only superficial.
3.
even though the wine you bought was cheap it still stained your carpet even though we’d never get enough sleep we’d still function without it and even though it didn’t mean much to you I think I actually fell for it so let’s give this a chance and get into more than just each other’s pants come on, let’s love call me on the phone don’t care cell or home tell me your favorite color I’m not your girlfriend, just a lover tickle me until I cry hold my hand let’s watch the days go by please be real and tell me how you feel and we’ll make lots and lots of love left your house last night wanted you didn’t want a fight you say you’ve got feelings well I’m a girl who needs real things like commitment and trust and kisses and hugs I won’t wait around while you fuck every girl in town even though you said you cared about me you ripped my fucking heart out and even though you may read a lot about life you have no clue what you’re talking about and even though you might feel fine right now I hope it hits you some day that the new girls in your bed could care less if you were dead how’s that for love
4.
when I kiss you I’m on my tippy toes and when you get closer I like to kiss your nose your hair’s kind of a mess and that might be my fault too this bed feels so big when I’m not in it with you you told me that you and I or “you and me” could live in your backseat permanently we’ll just lay and laugh all day don’t worry about the food we could live on leftovers and love we might not be here tomorrow so you should probably stay the night it would guarantee some unity and delay our goodbye we wouldn’t sleep at all we’d just kiss and touch and call each other little nicknames that remind us we’ve always been playing games once we were laying down in my bed and I fell in love with the things you had said about your future with me but I could never tell if you’re serious leftovers and love, who are we kidding we need a roof above our heads not a sunroof and not a backseat for a bed.
5.
The Beach 02:11
I want to explore the deep ocean sea with you our parents never went this deep underwater they were the ones who put those floaty things twenty feet from the shore we could be the ones who pop those floaty things we would need oxygen tanks as we ventured deeper underwater put nitrous oxide in yours as a joke even though you wouldn’t think it was funny but if you just relax I think you’d still enjoy yourself we’d get back to the shore and you’d yell at me put my head underwater for revenge I’d smile as I choked on salt water then feeling more alive than ever we’d make love on the beach.
6.
For Granted 02:18
you said, “how’d you like to be a coroner and identify dead people all day” to a complete stranger and I thought quietly I think I already do that so I smiled, shrugged, and looked away awaiting for my coffee to cool. maybe you were right and Freud’s findings don’t account for the twenty-first century boy, oh boy translucent boy please don’t implode it’s not so fluorescent once you get out of your sterile white paneled room please get out your sterile white paneled room let me help you out of your sterile white paneled room I know it's hard to be vulnerable but I just want you to feel comfortable Don’t be disheartened take my heart and plant it in a poorly painted pot and water it please not everybody leaves.
7.
did you tell her you loved her as you fucked her did you hear my voice when she moaned your name did you kiss her palms and fingertips as you slowly moved inside her did she look up and hold you tighter when you came Narcissus fell in love with his own reflection he stared into it until he died and in the spot where he passed daffodils grew did you fall asleep peacefully with her head on your chest or did you talk for hours about the universe before going to bed darling please stop calling I don’t recognize you anymore.
8.
when someone tells you you're beautiful and lingers long in your eyes they want more than a night when someone kisses you slowly with their eyes open wide they want more than a night when someone holds on to you tightly long after they've arrived they want more than a night when you feel more than alright when they turn on the light you want more than a night he told me everything he'd tell me anything but don't tell me I'm beautiful and linger long in my eyes if it's just for the night don't kiss me so slowly with your eyes open wide if it's just for the night don't hold on to me tightly or tell me about your life if it's just for the night let me get dressed before you turn on the light if it's just for the night I'm not sure I understand how sex is like an art show you just sound lonely to me.

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released January 24, 2014

Recorded, produced, and mixed by Cameron Boucher with Kevin O'Donnell in Hartford, CT.
Mastered by Matt Baltrucki.

Alex Saraceno writes the words, sings 'em, and plays the keyboard
Kevin O'Donnell plays the bass
Jason Rule plays the drums

Shoutout to Kevin, Jason, and Cam for vocals on Come On Let's Love, Leftovers & Love, and For Granted.
Shoutout to Spencer Shoop for his poem as lyrics to The Beach.

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